the question of the day

whats qood for toniqht ?

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lol i swear ; the next person who asks me that im qonna scream !

but then aqain - its friday & junior prom so there should be partiesss .

uqhh my body is in so much pain . it was pretty nice out lastniqht after

the thunderstorm ofcourse ; but i decided to take ah run thru the complex

BIG MISTAKE !! but qotta keep the body fit =]

pics of me & my twin [ his 19th ] birthday <3>

random

i wanna take ah ride on your disco stick !

- lol lady qa qa is wayyy to much for me

& i absolutely love it !

kurrently playinq :

love qame - lady qa qa ft. LMAO

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so nothinq out of the ordinary ; today is just ah uqhh day .

raininq all niqht so its muqqy out - hate that feelinq ; but its

whatever . quess you have to have the rainy days to appreciate

it when we have the sunny ones . just wish it would hurry up <3

hmmm ; upcominq events .

may 19 - my 18th birthday ! souped

may 22 - janaes birthday

june 5 - senior prom 09

june 6 - 8 : wildwood with thee qirlss

june 19 - qraduation

inspririnq -

qoute of the day .

kurrently playing : desire want need - biq sean

there are two ways of spreadinq liqhts ;

to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it

“You can never cross the ocean unless you have

the courage to lose sight of the shore.”

- christopher columbus

im willinq to qive up my past ; & stay focused on my present

& future . im ready to commit & prove the world wronq . . .

to show everyone im not the qirl they thouqht they knew

but rather the qirl - you never took time to understand !

in pursuit for hapiness pt. 2

the qood ; the bad & the ugly .


to be happy is to be true ; to be true is to
be true to myself - simply no cover ups .


im selfish ; kold hearted stubborn spiteful impatient & filled with
many insecurities . i believe the world only revolves around me myself
& i . its very rare if i show any type of affection - ive done the heart breakinq
thinq cheatinq was ah priority . im easily bored by people simply ah
lack of interest . even to the ones i care about the most i can be
untrustworthy ; this is me - my reality . i want to chanqe for the
better ! im not this way because i choose to be but rather because
this is what the bitch of the world made of me .

twitter me . . .

ive qrown pretty fond of this ;

lol on ah daily basis .

twitter/kolormebadd .

we have to do better

kurrently playing : name on a cloud - wiz khalifa

how many more people do we need to die from stds/aids

to know that we have to do better ? people wearing face masks

to prevent qettinq the flu but cant wear a condom to prevent the

spread of aids ; which just so happens to be the number one

killer throuqhout the country . smh - people make me lauqh .

it has come to the point where its not even tryinq to do better

its ah must .

im the champ !

whats the purpose of defeat ?
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is it to prove im better ; other then my own state of mind .
or is it to feel respected ? as if im not already . . .
to put someone down so i can feel better of ah person
" fittinq in " with the so called in crowd when i
rather just stick out ! defeat is never the less ; nothinq
more then ah word to soup someones eqo . no one is
ever really defeated unless qivinq up is the act taken upon .
& sense im still standinq and have not qiven up
IM THE CHAMP ; undefeated !