Tuesday, April 28, 2009

is never to late ?

never will i ever .
kurrently playinq : oos & ahhs - theophilus london

never will i ever ; put my pride to the side for anybody or anythinq .
never shall i bite my tonque . never will i ever believe im not qood
enouqh or unworthy to be treated with respect . i will never fall for
sweet nothinqs ; words from people who could care less .
never will i ever down qrade to such ah level to prove that im
better ; in thee end im not provinq anythinq . never aqain will i make
someone feel like nothinq for my own selfish reasons .
never is to late to chanqe . . .

Monday, April 27, 2009

photoqraphy

just me aqainst the world .

modest aqainst sympathy .
kurrently playinq : never ever - wiz khalifa

so somebody asked me if i was mad at the world ?
-- i wouldnt really call it beinq mad ; its more like
annoyed & not at the world ; just the people . sometimes
i feel like people take this place for qranted as if were
qonna have it forever . . . which isnt really the case .
i do thinqs that most people wouldnt aqree with . . but
if i would listen to everybody else ; that would be me
beinq fake to myself .

Friday, April 24, 2009

in the pursuit for happiness

rhea[i]rene.
kurrently playinq: be by myself - asher roth .



uqhh i miss those days ; lol i dun like you hoesss . anyways today
i woke up feelinq pretty qood . kinda excited about thee weekend .
party party party - ayeee im younq lol ; in search for happpiness .


note: you may have a fresh start any moment you choose,
for this thing that we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the
staying down - Mary pickford .

Thursday, April 23, 2009

& today is the day

to the rest of my life . . .
kurrently playinq : hiqher up - kid cudi


i had some time on my hands yesterday ; so i decided to
take the time & qive myself ah reality check . to see what really
matters in life & how far i plan to keep it movinq . i have kome to the
point in my life where for the first time - im at ah lost for words .
im not exactly sure what i want out of life but i know for ah fact this
isnt it ! this is ah different side of me [ the real me ] the me who fronts
despite how i feel inside ; everyday im surrounded by people but find
some way to still feel so lonely . these past couple of weeks i have turned
into this person ; & i cant identify her . this person who i dont want to be !
basically ; i have had the fuck ups in life & well its startinq to qet kinda
old . somethinq liqht ; i just need somethinq real .
dont think im askinq for to much ?


im ready to qo hiqher up . . .

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

smh / earth day .

kurrently playinq ; wiz khalifa [ starstruck ] - -
& he asked me if im lonely ; i said only if my money qood .

- - - - - - - - -
dont qet me wronq ; wiz khalifa is what it is riqht now
but im not i repeat im not turninq over lol kid cudi is still
my all time fav. so no ! im not ah hypocrit you kornball
ass niqqas lol people make me lauqh ; its kalled beinq open
i can like kud cudis music & still listen to other [ smh . ]

anyways . . . .

sooo i believe today is earth day ; the school has it where were suppose
to wear qreen ; & well it was ah late niqht my time was very limited
this morninq so i ended up throwinq on ah hollister hoodie & my
uqqs and called it ah day .

CURREN$Y .

album dropped yesterday ; qotta qive him his props for
doinq his own thinq since leavinq younq money entertainment .
qot som pretty nice tracks on here - elevator music is really takinq
ah toll on me ; so check the kidd out !
promise you wont reqret it --
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