is never to late ?

never will i ever .

kurrently playinq : oos & ahhs - theophilus london

never will i ever ; put my pride to the side for anybody or anythinq .

never shall i bite my tonque . never will i ever believe im not qood

enouqh or unworthy to be treated with respect . i will never fall for

sweet nothinqs ; words from people who could care less .

never will i ever down qrade to such ah level to prove that im

better ; in thee end im not provinq anythinq . never aqain will i make

someone feel like nothinq for my own selfish reasons .

never is to late to chanqe . . .

photoqraphy

just me aqainst the world .

modest aqainst sympathy .

kurrently playinq : never ever - wiz khalifa

so somebody asked me if i was mad at the world ?

-- i wouldnt really call it beinq mad ; its more like

annoyed & not at the world ; just the people . sometimes

i feel like people take this place for qranted as if were

qonna have it forever . . . which isnt really the case .

i do thinqs that most people wouldnt aqree with . . but

if i would listen to everybody else ; that would be me

beinq fake to myself .

in the pursuit for happiness

rhea[i]rene.

kurrently playinq: be by myself - asher roth .

uqhh i miss those days ; lol i dun like you hoesss . anyways today

i woke up feelinq pretty qood . kinda excited about thee weekend .

party party party - ayeee im younq lol ; in search for happpiness .

note: you may have a fresh start any moment you choose,

for this thing that we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the

staying down - Mary pickford .

& today is the day

to the rest of my life . . .

kurrently playinq : hiqher up - kid cudi

i had some time on my hands yesterday ; so i decided to

take the time & qive myself ah reality check . to see what really

matters in life & how far i plan to keep it movinq . i have kome to the

point in my life where for the first time - im at ah lost for words .

im not exactly sure what i want out of life but i know for ah fact this

isnt it ! this is ah different side of me [ the real me ] the me who fronts

despite how i feel inside ; everyday im surrounded by people but find

some way to still feel so lonely . these past couple of weeks i have turned

into this person ; & i cant identify her . this person who i dont want to be !

basically ; i have had the fuck ups in life & well its startinq to qet kinda

old . somethinq liqht ; i just need somethinq real .

dont think im askinq for to much ?

im ready to qo hiqher up . . .

smh / earth day .

kurrently playinq ; wiz khalifa [ starstruck ] - -

& he asked me if im lonely ; i said only if my money qood .

- - - - - - - - -

dont qet me wronq ; wiz khalifa is what it is riqht now

but im not i repeat im not turninq over lol kid cudi is still

my all time fav. so no ! im not ah hypocrit you kornball

ass niqqas lol people make me lauqh ; its kalled beinq open

i can like kud cudis music & still listen to other [ smh . ]

anyways . . . .

sooo i believe today is earth day ; the school has it where were suppose

to wear qreen ; & well it was ah late niqht my time was very limited

this morninq so i ended up throwinq on ah hollister hoodie & my

uqqs and called it ah day .

CURREN$Y .

album dropped yesterday ; qotta qive him his props for

doinq his own thinq since leavinq younq money entertainment .

qot som pretty nice tracks on here - elevator music is really takinq

ah toll on me ; so check the kidd out !

promise you wont reqret it --

______________

why go - pearl jam cover

so basically i saw this video ah while
back as i was flippinq thru channels ; at first i
was kinda iffy about it but then beqan to like it .
i finally have the chance to put it up so enjoy ;
its one of my favs . <3

fliqht school

" be above the influence ,

over power the haters & do what they

fear the most ; your own person . "

hot new shit :

Biq sean ft. jay - k [ paper chaser ]

Theophilus London - Ooos and Ahhs.

Asher Roth ft. Chester French - As I Em

Chester French & Clinton Sparks - Love Game Remix

Dude Royal - This shit is easy

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Wiz Khalifa - qet some

music is ah biq part of me ; i try to stay on top

of it as much as i can ; if you havnt heard the new mix tape

fliqht school [ below ] then kidd your ah square . its ah must

listen - say its one of the illest mix tapes out this year so far .

qoute of the day ;

never be afraid to do something new . remember ; amateurs

built the ark . professionals built the titanic !

qiven up ?

have i qiven up on love ; or has love

qiven up on me ? every niqqa is just like the next .

klaims hes real but just like the kornball ass niqqa you

left him for ! im not any better - dont qet me wronq . i

may not be wavy but i know when i deserve better then whats

been handed to me . people ask when am i qonna qrow up &

settle down ? i simply respond when i find ah real niqqa to

settle down with but for now its just ah qame ; & you

have to play if you wanna win <3

the beqinninq of everythinq

I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve
the world & a desire to enjoy the world. this makes
it hard to plan the day. - elwyn Brooks White

simply ; thee obsession

the man on the moon .

kid fuckin kudi . the cudder

so most niqqas be on their wayne & drizzy shit ; but this niqqa riqht here has my heart ! kant wait for his album to be released ; look out for his new sonq ft. common & kanye west - i poke her face . remake of lady qaqas " poker face"

the broken heart robot

scared of commitment ?

commitment is the enemy of resistance, for it is the serious

promise to press on, to get up, no matter how many times you are knocked down

beautiful imperfections

my flaws ; is what makes me who i am
far from perfect . . . just like everyone else
i have ah past ; ah past i cant erase ! i cant say
everythinq i ever did was riqht ; but i can say im
not the person i use to be . my actions may have
not of been ah qood choice but despite everythinq
i ever did i still live with no reqrets - just lessons learned .
who are you to judqe me ? to know the life i
live or what i been throuqh . no one ; no one
can make me feel as if im nothinq ! no
one but myself

unwritten answers . . .

whats the answers to life ?
whats the meaninq of love .
why do we make mistakes

♥

there can be no wronq or write
answer ; for life is what you make
of it . to love ? is to be loved . we
make mistakes to show no one is
perfect ; to improve .

boom

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
& the most painful thing is
no one really hears it , except you .

& then he made her . . .

this is how the world
is ; in ah whisper . . .

thee story .

the story of my life
im back on my shit
thee end .

& hearts ;

havnt really spent anytime with
the mama dukes lately . were finally
back on qood terms ; takinq her out --
mall dinner & ah movie .

today will be ah qood day .

if askinq for the world is to much
just wait till i take over the universe !
" muhahaha" my evil lauqh <3 - -
- kurrently feelinq: amazinq .

love at first siqht .

somethinq about this pic ; just fell

in love with it the moment i saw it .

- siqhh : makes you think

sprinq break 09

its finally here ; just two more days .

& let the partyinq and drinkinq beqin =]

. _________ .

i wrote you name in my notebook ; but simply

erased it ; wish i could do the same to my heart .

unfortunately ; our memories wont fade away . even if

your not here with me in my heart is where they

will always stay .

♥