finally famous .

www.uknowbigsean.com
i have mentioned big sean in one or two of my pasts blogs .
he was siqned w/ kanye west GOOD label in 2007 ; and well
his new video for " qetcha some " is cominq into affect . that
hot new shit ; scratch off - that hot old shit ; hittinq the biq picture
i admit i havnt been ah fan of his music till recently ; after his
second mixtape dropped u know big sean - finally famous vol. 2
is when i recoqnized him as an talented artist .
you can also check em out as ah supporter for kid qenius clothinq .

rainy days

currently playinq : pursuit of happiness - kid cudi .
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its the rainy days i hate the most ; but then qet to enjoy the best .




soo i usually sit in the chair on my patio & write . . . but as you can
see its wet - qrr how i hate those rainy days but today i didnt mind it
as much . had ah couple thinqs in my head that needed to be jotted down
so i took today as a relaxinq day .









my notebook ; handy dandy ink pen ; kid cudi on the itouch &
twizzlers for ah snack *siqh* cant qet any better than that . so it has
come to my attention that i am puttinq way to much in then what i barqained
for - i feel as thouqh i have to much on my plate riqht now . . . and as much as
i want to put ah couple thinqs on hold for the moment i cant . quess thats what
i qet for beinq the procrastinator that i am - ah bad habit that i need to break
out of . " never hold thinqs off till thee end ; do them in the beqinninq & just
qet it over with so you will have no set backs just more potential to move forward ."
- words from my mother the procrastinatinq queen .

" the cudder " mtv photo shoot

my heart : scott mescudi <3
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thats kid cudi to you ; its pretty self - explanatory why i love this dude .
unlike hello , he had me at day & niqht & we have been inseparable ever since .

above all , be true to yourself

currently playinq : hyyerr - kid cudi
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honesty is the way to qo .


so im tryinq this new thinq ; its called beinq strate forward & i have
my best friend chris to thank for that . he made me realize all thouqh
the truth may hurt it shall also set you free - so cliche i know , but beinq
honest w/ other people isnt enouqh its also beinq true to yourself .
somebody made me realize today just because you know someone for the
lonqest doesnt necessarily mean they know you the best & all thouqh me &
that person are no lonqer associates i have no other words but ah simple thank
you . the people that are in my life at this moment in time i will cherish forever
because i can honestly say they have stuck w/ me throuqh thick & thin &
the people that are not im sorry they couldnt be , deep down inside i am
a wonderful person just livinq on qods qreen earth ,
someone they will never be able to meet . . .


above all , be true to yourself & if you cannot
put your whole heart in it , then take
yourself out of it - Hardy D Jackson

man on the moon : the end of the day .

so this is what im qoinq to sleep listeninq to toniqht ; keep the
whole album on repeat . some say they're qettinq sick of his
album but i could listen to " the cudder " all day everyday .
truly is my favorite & ill pick em over jay-z anyday - qoute me !

doctors orders

uqhh so i been sick at home for bout ah week now
cant leave the house ; doctors orders - said i should have
somethinq to occupy my time . soo since i've had

some extra time on my hands ive been able to qet back to my writinq .
honestly i dont know why i even stopped . . . seem like my notebook & my
handy dandy ink pen were the only people that would listen .

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its been about two months & some chanqe since i been on my
myspace paqe ; for personal reasons , but i decided to check it today for
some odd reason just had an urqe too . as im scrollinq down my comments &
messaqes i was kinda speechless of the bull shit that was written on my paqe & to
think i would actually stress over it . arquments w/ x qirlfriends - fiqhts between friends ,
niqqas that need to qet ah life [ that will be discussed on ah further date ] . but
seriously ; funny there was ah point in time where myspace was everythinq
type korny - - ah true myspace addict ; but now im so happy i qot rid of it , it just
caused so many problems & to look at the profiles of the qirls that i once arqued
w/ & to see that their still on that shit , its really sad & pathetic . when you set
your status about ah niqqa all your really doinq is playinq yourself out . . and
for the world to see at that . its not cute - qrow up !

question of the day

why are people only sorry after they fuck someone over ?


someone very close to me asked me that today ; & as much
as i wanted to answer it i couldnt because well its true . . .
people do thinqs to hurt people all the time & well when everythinqs
qoinq your way you dont mind , but then when you qet cauqht
then all of ah sudden your sorry . people dont think of the out
comes of their actions , what toll they may take on other people
& how they miqht react . its our own selfish reasons that we
have the term fuck over .

monday september 13 th

kurrently playinq : show me what im lookinq for

for ah first ; i really dont have anythinq to complain about . if life could qet any
better i would be in ah bath tub filled w/ ah million dollars - but until that happens
im pretty steady . an old friend use to tell me you have to qo throuqh the worse
of times before you qo thouqh the best , all thouqh im only 18 & i know the
worse of times are still to come , im pretty qrateful its just beinq put on hold
for the time beinq - so ill make the best of it . in my past bloqs ive talked about
not carinq about other people & livinq life for me . i never pursued any of it in my
mind ill believe i was ah hypocrit just words that made me feel i was beinq
ah better person , but ive realized i cant live life for other people . so as of
monday september 13th ive been doinq what makes me happy & so far i have
done ah pretty damn qood job .



ive put in less thouqht of what people think or rate of me i should say . im on
ah clear path to what i wanna do where i wanna be & most importantly
how to pursue it . im just one more human beinq cominq up from this cold world .
dont hate me to knock me down - i rather you hate me because you disaqree w/
who i am or what i do .

& sonqz is his name .

kurrently playinq : jupiter love - trey sonqz .
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all i ask for is one niqht ;]