simply torn

im torn between the two - my past & my present .
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afraid of the person i was
& the person i can become .


if i had the chance to qo back in time & rewrite my wronqs would i ?
if i had the power to undo every tear i ever dropped or anyone i ever hurt
should i ? ah wise man once said " everythinq happens for ah reason " whether
we aqree w/ the outcome or not .

qirl in the mirror . . .

rhea irenè taitt
yesterday . today . tomorrow

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there's this girl in the mirror, i wonder who she is. sometimes i think i know
her and sometimes i wish i did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye.
when she's looking back at me i can tell . . she's hurting inside

entry one

kurrently playinq : drunk dialinq - curren$y & wiz khalifa



afraid to fall asleep lately my dreams have become niqhtmares,
if this world is cominq to an end heres my mind , body & soul to
spare . qave up on mr. riqht took ah knife & cut my heart out - have
no more tears to cry im deserted in this love drouqht . people i counted
on & trusted the most , just like rain drops in ah desert dried up &
dispersed . stuck w/ the thouqht in question who am i & what am i here
for but the answer is cuffed , chained up behind locked doors . use to
believe i was here for ah purpose sealed up in plastic qift wrapped like
toy soldiers - scared to open my eyes & see the person i have become
so i turn to alcohol for ah blur but the year 1991 states im too younq .
my dearly beloved & i have been apart so lonq i feel im lost in ah maze ,
im forced to deal w/ the bull shit no lonqer affiliated w/ mary janes haze .
ah sad addiction that was just ah phone call away made everythinq worry free
till i woke up the next day .