kurrently playinq : elevator music - curren$y
wont qet thee best of me.
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so im sittinq here ; tryinq to fiqure out where when & how
did i let it qet this far . i'm in so deep of ah whole that i dont know
if i can EVER qet out ! im known as the qirl to always hold it toqether .
the cold hearted person who doesnt cry - or show any emotion
when in all reality im just waitinq to burst out [ a call for help ]
i dont know when it kame to the point when i stopped livinq for me
& livinq more for what other people want me to be , when did i stop
carinq for my needs just to please someone else . in this cold place we
call the world - im alone . i look to the left & i see my quilty concious of
thinqs i wish i could of did better , thinqs i wish i could chanqe . i look to
my riqht & all i see is pain & hurt ; to myself - & others . i look behind
me & see my past . . . ah past that i cant run from but never the less
leave it there . i look strate [ forward ] & try my best to keep it movinq ,
i wont let any one qet the best of me .