monday september 13 th

kurrently playinq : show me what im lookinq for

for ah first ; i really dont have anythinq to complain about . if life could qet any
better i would be in ah bath tub filled w/ ah million dollars - but until that happens
im pretty steady . an old friend use to tell me you have to qo throuqh the worse
of times before you qo thouqh the best , all thouqh im only 18 & i know the
worse of times are still to come , im pretty qrateful its just beinq put on hold
for the time beinq - so ill make the best of it . in my past bloqs ive talked about
not carinq about other people & livinq life for me . i never pursued any of it in my
mind ill believe i was ah hypocrit just words that made me feel i was beinq
ah better person , but ive realized i cant live life for other people . so as of
monday september 13th ive been doinq what makes me happy & so far i have
done ah pretty damn qood job .



ive put in less thouqht of what people think or rate of me i should say . im on
ah clear path to what i wanna do where i wanna be & most importantly
how to pursue it . im just one more human beinq cominq up from this cold world .
dont hate me to knock me down - i rather you hate me because you disaqree w/
who i am or what i do .