when it all falls DOWN

" to be trusted , is ah qreater compliment
than beinq loved . " - qeorqe mac donald


trust is so hard to earn , & even harder to keep . once its
qone its qone forever - for the amount of trust you had for
one another will never be the same .

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i opened up to someone of the opposite sex for the
first & last time - thas ah promise . openinq up to
someone is just as much as takinq ah chance . ah chance
i took just so it could back fire in my face . it hurts , ALOT to
know someone you trust & cared so much about could
turn on you without even qivinq ah reason not even such
as an explanation other then " i just had ah feelinq . "
in the past i would of took this as ah fuck the world moment ,
but i refuse to take somethinq out on everybody for one
person's doinq . i admit : im not the easiest person to be
with , not only for my flaws & insecurities but because of
the way i come off . beinq ah " bitch " isnt somethinq i would
want to be considered as but what can i say if it fits ?
i wont be the hypocrite to say i have chanqed or i qrew up
but rather be the realest to say i have proqressed . i will
consider this as another " fucked up " moment in my life & just
like any other time , keep it movinq & learn from it .